Trust

I am involved in a long distance relationship. Everything was going pretty good until he revealled accidentally he had another profile on a site we were on. Now can you imagine getting a message from a man you love from a different name where he is looking for intimate encounters under a different name? Or the fact thats the profiles he looks at and the fact that we met on a adult site and thats what he wanted. So we were in a room one night and we were talking and he was on his computer. Down drops a web address....plus size escort site. Then he wonders why I have some trust issues. Thing is he doesnt' know why! Sorry but he was the one who put the doubt there. One of the things I fear most is that he is just going to find someone else, face it he could still have another profile, or find someone else a old familiar face maybe. He would probably call me silly or stupid or goofy. But I can't fight the way that I feel, emotions get high and that doubt comes on in. I don't think its rediculous that I should feel that way. I have no interest in anyone else. I don't go looking at profiles, and ignore other men who try to contact me. Actually that part of my life is long gone, I focus on him the only man I want or need. I had a few male friends online, but right now the only one I hear from is someone I have known online for about 6years and that contact is forwarded emails. I feel that the man I am in love with now is enough for me but I wish I felt like I was enough for him.