I am a addict

Well I went out with my friend last night and did something stupid. I went gambling. I was fortunate to have hauled my ass out of the fire and won enough to cover most of what I took out of the bank. But thats it I have to stop. My life the last couple of years has been up and down. One of the big issues was my money and gambling. Take it or leave it sometimes but I did get into it deeply and lost savings. So now I have to stop. I am in the phase of doing things self destructive. I can't afford this I need to establish savings etc. Damn stuff, worst part is socially what I do sometimes. I have a coworker who wants me to go occasionally. I am going to get into control.