Going off the rails

I guess its everything going on I am going through a bit of a weird addictions obsessions phase. I have gambled pretty bad yesterday, I am eating crap and my homes a mess. I am going into a little bit of a hoarding phase as well. I am worrying that I don't have enough if I get laid off. Is it a possibility....always. I am going to be working 48-60 hour weekend. I had a frustrating weekend with work. Friday night one of the ones I care for took off outside in the rain with my shoes on. I was furious and if I have my way he should be responsible for replacing them. He had no right to take my belongings. Life is so frustrating!!