Conselling part 2

Well Iwent to see my counsellor today. I really enjoyed it. Now she is helping me with my finances. Thats going to be a doozie considering what a mess I am. I have been neglectful to say the least and in danger of messing up a lot of things. I guess its all self destructive and to be honest there are days I dont' know why I carry on. Maybe getting rid of everything would be good although I can't...how could I blog!! LOL