Same

Right now I feel the same as I did last week. I didn't get to see the counsellor last week but the doctor figures I am coping OK so far and not ready to go on medication...yet. Right now I am thinking I need something. Today is another curl up and die day for me. I was just talking to my friend and she figures she saw him in town the other week. I don't know I just want to feel better about everything instead of pretending its OK all the time.