Old Ways

I was sitting here earlier on and thinking of whats happened in my life. I realized I have gone back to some old behaviours. One of them is being afraid of people in public situations. Its weird I was in the store where he works when he is in town the other day and its that habit I used to have of who is here who knows me and what has happened in my life. Are they judging me or talking about me. I saw one of the women he works closely with and she said hi but I got the impression that there was something there, she wasn't friendly. My friend has offered to take me to other stores so I don't have to go down there anymore.