hmmmmmmm

a woman can't live on diet coke a handful of chips alone.....thats what i ate today until now....like i said I have to eat properly. I need to get down for the last test, a glucose tolerance test. The sound of that one scares me, I have to stay at the hospital in case I faint. Thats something I don't want to do ( I have self esteem issues and discussed that with my counsellor today). I don't want to be sick I am tired of it all :(