Not Nice

I went into the store where he works when he is in town. My coworker couldn't believe how upset I got. I saw some things set up and thought oh no he is here, has been here or on his way. I got to the point I almost got sick. I hate that feeling and I know I won't be going in there again any time soon. I can't handle it emotionally. There is a deep wound thats going to take a long long time to heal. Just wish he would disappear.