I ammmmm

EXHAUSTED. I am so friggin tired I broke down and gambled money I didn't have again today. I am so frustrated right now, I am tired, really down about things. I am tired of stuff, I am tired of trying to find good food to eat... pass me the damn chips. Getting rid of a few things purely out of frustration. I just put my Wii fit online, had it almost a month and its still in the box I am just too tired to bother. I want a normal life, I want to not have to worry about things. Damn it I wish I was stronger these past few days. Tired of being alone and having to do things all on my own. I hate life right about now!!! I need rest but no rest for me for another couple of days and months to scrape up some kind of life!!